The beginning.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Another two papers had been done.

Both E Maths paper appear to be rather manageable.

And that's an area for concern.

I'm just hoping for an A2.

Well, A1 seems a little far-fetched.

Have been telling myself to look forward.

I'm still having a ton of papers next week, with regards to 5 different

subjects.

Should work harder for the other papers, rather than brooding over the past.

Time waits for no man,

for every minute its gone, its gone.

Shall take the chance now, and make things really happen.

And more importantly, to get what i want.

If not, all will be too late.

P.S. God, do let me get at least a B for my A Maths.

Definitely, a distinction for the rest.

All the best to everyone.

♥ 8:33 PM

Monday, October 24, 2011

The day has finally come.

Today was clearly the day that determine the start of my triumph or my downfall.

Just took my O Levels English Paper this morning.

Wasn't really certain of how I had performed.

As I checked and clarified my answers with my teacher,

it seems that I had made far more mistakes that I have expected myself to.

However, certain components of my paper appeared to be rather promising.

My fate is sealed.

All I can do now is to pray hard;

praying hard that I can at least touch a distinction,

making it worthwhile for all the time and effort I've placed into

English.

I truly wish that I'll get a distinction for English!

Meanwhile, I shall start looking forward.

Must not lose my momentum.

This is just the start of my final battle.

♥ 10:21 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

It's just less than 10 days away from my first paper, the English Language paper.

I'm feeling so not confident, so not prepared.

Seeing others working so hard really stresses me up.

For now, I really wonder if intensifying my revision now really makes

much of any difference.

The time limitations I'm facing now really acts as a hindrance to me.

I'm on the verge of giving up.

However, I know I can't.

No matter how far fetched my goals appear to be, or rather how hard reality is going to be for me in order to get there, I will never give up.

'Just keep up with the momentum of studying'

That's the advice given to me by one of my seniors.

I truly appreciate all encouragement given to me by people around me.

These encouragements truly 'enchances' my confidence in my own abilities.

Mrs Tan told me that she believed that I can make it.

'Just stay confident of yourself'

Hoping that all my efforts in English Language would not go down

the drain. i must touch a distinction.

' If you believe that with hard work you can make it, then you'll be able to make it'

As of now, I'll do everything I can.

I'll walk in for every paper just as confident as the way I'll walk out.

That's my promise to myself.

I'll grab every single distinction that comes at hand.

♥ 1:20 AM

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Tomorrow marks the first day of the last week of my journey

in CVSS.

It's just 23 days away, the Os.

Life's getting really tough and lethargic.

No matter what, I'll not give in.

I'll stay strong, and give myself the very best till the end.

Bringing myself to my own limits; It's gonna be all worth it!

♥ 9:28 AM

Saturday, September 17, 2011

I'm at the final lap to the O levels!

Life is getting more and more intensive.

There's no time to waste. No time for me to idle any longer

The only thing to keep me going, working harder, are my desires.

My desire to do well for the O levels to get into NYJC.

The desire is really so bad, that I can easily feel a tinge of guilt if I allowed

myself to waste time.

So the questions I pose to myself is, why do I still allow myself to waste time?

At times, I just hate my self so much.

Hating myself for doing the things which are never good for myself.

Hating myself for making myself feel guilty.

Do I really want to experience horror when I get my results back?

I really fear to experience the moment of taking the exam and

the moment of getting my results back.

However, just like many things in life, these are probably things which I can

never escape from

I just have to face it. Face it with confidence.

I shall allow myself to walk into the exam hall with confidence and

walk out of it with even greater confidence.

I can do it! yes, you can Clement!

♥ 10:17 AM

Friday, September 9, 2011

It's just 46 days away to my very first O Levels examination paper.

The English Language paper.

As of now, I'm definitely far from being adequately prepared for it.

There's still a lot of hard work and sweat to put in.

Notes to write, prelim papers to do and things to memories.

Yet, I'm still so unfocused.

As always, spending too much time on the internet,

and not being able to maximise my time while I'm studying.

At least, the scheduled-timetable makes me accomplish what is necessary for

the day.

I've really got to be more focused!

In order to maximise the last 46 days before my first paper!

Every single minute is an opportunity for me to create a miracle,

change the situation and to get my distinctions.

I'm rather worried about my mathematics,

kinda weak in it.

Think I'll just have to go on with more practice

Clement, you can do it!

It' just another 46 days, put in the hard work and make use of your every single minute. You'll definitely see the light after that.

I won't regret if i do that. Believe in myself.

♥ 11:23 AM

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Time is definitely not on my side.

Right now, every single minute and second counts.

I'm feeling really anxious and worried.

There's only 46 days left.

Fear that it'll not be enough for me to revise and to do the prelim papers.

I have to be much more disciplined and organised.

I don't wanna have any regrets.

Gotta make the very best use each and every single day left.

I shall put in all I've got.

I'll excel in every paper.

And only exuberance shall come to me. I can do it.

♥ 6:29 PM