The end of the beginning; The beginning of the end.

2011-10-28T20:33:00.000-07:00

Another two papers had been done.

Both E Maths paper appear to be rather manageable.

And that's an area for concern.

I'm just hoping for an A2.

Well, A1 seems a little far-fetched.

Have been telling myself to look forward.

I'm still having a ton of papers next week, with regards to 5 different

subjects.

Should work harder for the other papers, rather than brooding over the past.

Time waits for no man,

for every minute its gone, its gone.

Shall take the chance now, and make things really happen.

And more importantly, to get what i want.

If not, all will be too late.

P.S. God, do let me get at least a B for my A Maths.

Definitely, a distinction for the rest.

All the best to everyone.

2011-10-24T10:21:00.000-07:00

The day has finally come.

Today was clearly the day that determine the start of my triumph or my downfall.

Just took my O Levels English Paper this morning.

Wasn't really certain of how I had performed.

As I checked and clarified my answers with my teacher,

it seems that I had made far more mistakes that I have expected myself to.

However, certain components of my paper appeared to be rather promising.

My fate is sealed.

All I can do now is to pray hard;

praying hard that I can at least touch a distinction,

making it worthwhile for all the time and effort I've placed into

English.

I truly wish that I'll get a distinction for English!

Meanwhile, I shall start looking forward.

Must not lose my momentum.

This is just the start of my final battle.

2011-10-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

It's just less than 10 days away from my first paper, the English Language paper.

I'm feeling so not confident, so not prepared.

Seeing others working so hard really stresses me up.

For now, I really wonder if intensifying my revision now really makes

much of any difference.

The time limitations I'm facing now really acts as a hindrance to me.

I'm on the verge of giving up.

However, I know I can't.

No matter how far fetched my goals appear to be, or rather how hard reality is going to be for me in order to get there, I will never give up.

'Just keep up with the momentum of studying'

That's the advice given to me by one of my seniors.

I truly appreciate all encouragement given to me by people around me.

These encouragements truly 'enchances' my confidence in my own abilities.

Mrs Tan told me that she believed that I can make it.

'Just stay confident of yourself'

Hoping that all my efforts in English Language would not go down

the drain. i must touch a distinction.

' If you believe that with hard work you can make it, then you'll be able to make it'

As of now, I'll do everything I can.

I'll walk in for every paper just as confident as the way I'll walk out.

That's my promise to myself.

I'll grab every single distinction that comes at hand.

2011-10-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow marks the first day of the last week of my journey

in CVSS.

It's just 23 days away, the Os.

Life's getting really tough and lethargic.

No matter what, I'll not give in.

I'll stay strong, and give myself the very best till the end.

Bringing myself to my own limits; It's gonna be all worth it!

2011-09-17T10:17:00.000-07:00

I'm at the final lap to the O levels!

Life is getting more and more intensive.

There's no time to waste. No time for me to idle any longer

The only thing to keep me going, working harder, are my desires.

My desire to do well for the O levels to get into NYJC.

The desire is really so bad, that I can easily feel a tinge of guilt if I allowed

myself to waste time.

So the questions I pose to myself is, why do I still allow myself to waste time?

At times, I just hate my self so much.

Hating myself for doing the things which are never good for myself.

Hating myself for making myself feel guilty.

Do I really want to experience horror when I get my results back?

I really fear to experience the moment of taking the exam and

the moment of getting my results back.

However, just like many things in life, these are probably things which I can

never escape from

I just have to face it. Face it with confidence.

I shall allow myself to walk into the exam hall with confidence and

walk out of it with even greater confidence.

I can do it! yes, you can Clement!

2011-09-09T11:23:00.000-07:00

It's just 46 days away to my very first O Levels examination paper.

The English Language paper.

As of now, I'm definitely far from being adequately prepared for it.

There's still a lot of hard work and sweat to put in.

Notes to write, prelim papers to do and things to memories.

Yet, I'm still so unfocused.

As always, spending too much time on the internet,

and not being able to maximise my time while I'm studying.

At least, the scheduled-timetable makes me accomplish what is necessary for

the day.

I've really got to be more focused!

In order to maximise the last 46 days before my first paper!

Every single minute is an opportunity for me to create a miracle,

change the situation and to get my distinctions.

I'm rather worried about my mathematics,

kinda weak in it.

Think I'll just have to go on with more practice

Clement, you can do it!

It' just another 46 days, put in the hard work and make use of your every single minute. You'll definitely see the light after that.

I won't regret if i do that. Believe in myself.

2011-09-07T18:29:00.000-07:00

Time is definitely not on my side.

Right now, every single minute and second counts.

I'm feeling really anxious and worried.

There's only 46 days left.

Fear that it'll not be enough for me to revise and to do the prelim papers.

I have to be much more disciplined and organised.

I don't wanna have any regrets.

Gotta make the very best use each and every single day left.

I shall put in all I've got.

I'll excel in every paper.

And only exuberance shall come to me. I can do it.

2011-09-02T10:27:00.000-07:00

I feel awfully pissed off by such a thing.

I have to admit, that I think that I have a high level of tolerance.

I am able to tolerate all sorts of nonsense.

Nevertheless, I'm unable and never will tolerate people lying to me.

Still thinking that everything will go well

after the talk this morning.

But it was devastated by the presence of someone else.

Someone who interfered into the conversation.

It appeared that that guy would be the one that can solve your problems.

Worse still, everything was made to be my fault due to my decisions.

Since you trusted him so much, it made me feel relentless.

I simply have no idea who to trust or how to trust.

It had all made my feelings worse; much worse.

As time goes by, I start to find myself doubting your actions and

intentions.

What do you want? Are you trying to betrayal?

Such negative thoughts came into my mind constantly.

I don't want to know what's going on.

I don't want to know who's responsible for this or that.

I want to know nothing; nothing at all.

Blame me for attempting to escape from reality all you want!

I don't give a damn anymore.

It seems that I need time, time to regain myself.

To the back old me, which is much more accepting and forgiving.

For now, I've completely no idea what I should do.

And I think I really hate you.

2011-08-21T06:34:00.001-07:00

It has been quite a few days.

Think I'll take a little more time for me to accept

reality about my MT O level results.

Disappointing and devastating to me.

I've come to decision, to retake it!

But that means I've to take the prelims for Mother Tongue.

Yes, it takes time, but I just wish that at the end of the day, it's

a worthwhile.

In just a short duration of a few days.

I've thought through every single thing,

and strategized myself in order to put myself in the favorable conditions

when I take my O levels.

All this shall not be a hindrance to me.

Not at all.

But rather it will galvanize me to work even harder!

I'm still in the mid of my prelims,

and tomorrow will be a long day with content-heavy papers.

Everything will go on smoothly as long as I put in effort and believe so.

About 2 months more to bare through.

No one can trample on my confidence if I don't allow anyone to.

Number of days left: 65 days

2011-08-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

Just finished my final preparations for my oral exams tomorrow.

Will be turning in very soon.

Tomorrow marks a major turning point in my life.

Firstly, the receiving of my MT O level results.

I'm really hoping for a distinction, or even better an A1.

Next, would be the English oral examinations.

Nonetheless, I must put up my best performance tomorrow.

Nothing but the best!

Somehow, knowing myself thoroughly, any tinge of disappointment would

definitely affect my performance for the oral exams drastically.

I'm feeling extremely stressed and uptight now.

I fear for disappointment.

Guess it will take some time before I can fall asleep.

I sincerely wish that I can get an A1 for my Mother Tongue results for O levels and perform way beyond my abilities for the English Oral Exam, a distinction grade.

May luck be on my side.

Number of days left : 69 Days

2011-08-16T03:32:00.000-07:00

Right now, I'm feeling extremely disgruntled and confused.

Is hard work really the key to performing well in examinations?

This doesn't appears to be the case to me anymore.

Rather, it seems that despite putting in endless effort,

the results do not displace my hard work. Not one bit.

As of now, I'm halfway through my preliminary examinations.

For some of the papers, positive feed-backs have been given and I simply wish

that it will not end up to be a halt.

And as for the ones that I'm weak at, I'm hoping that it will not end up as just

another disappointment.

I need to improve, and I need to do it fast!

Should I give up?

I pestered myself constantly with this particular question.

All I wish was to do well for the subjects which I'm good at, and definitely, show

viable improvement for the weaker ones.

It's not like I'm dreaming for straight A's for the prelims.

Probably that's too far fetch as of now.

Another issue that has be on my mind,

would nonetheless be the release of the Mother Tongue O levels

results in two days time!

Have been telling myself that I can do it, but yet, trying to prevent myself

from being over-confident, thus leading to disappointment.

I'm hoping that the results would be encouraging and would embolden me

much further.

I sincerely believe that hard work will pay off and miracles do happen.

Yes, they will !

Number of days left : 70 days

2011-08-14T10:05:00.000-07:00

As another day just passed by,

I'm feeling more and more stressed up.

However, I can't get myself to stop the horrendous

habit of procrastinating.

Every minute and every single second is crucial to me, and yet I'm taking

everything so easily, as if I'm oblivious that the O level exams are just

a step away.

Up till now, there's no turning back, there's no longer any point

looking back at the past.

No use crying over spilled milk, indeed. All the time wasted.

Rather, I should be waking up now.

For the past 2 years, everything that I've been through,

all the ups and downs, had devastated my personality,

resulting it in such a fragile state as of present.

As much as I know, I can never remove the memories.

The trust and friendship that was built up, which took near to 3 years,

had just been torn down into ashes.

Number of days left : 72 days

2011-08-13T04:47:00.000-07:00

Guess I have to keep up with this mundane lifestyle for about another

two months.

The next two months shall just be me and O levels.

No distractions, none at all.

Thinking much more far ahead,

there are a series of things that I've kept in mind,

anticipating to do right after the examinations.

But nevertheless, all this thoughts shall only come after that.

I'll have no regrets.

Willing to do anything, or change any part of my usual lifestyle

in exchange for the distinctions, the exuberance.

But prior to all these, there are still lots of catching up to do.

Content revision, ten-year series and examination papers...etc.

And everything all to be done in the next 73 days,

or rather much earlier before that.

Anyway I'm taking my prelim examinations recently.

Hoping that I can improve a lot,

and not disappointment for the fact that O levels is just a milestone away.

Wishing that my success will never be just a dream to me.

Number of days left: 73

2011-08-12T08:33:00.001-07:00

It's been a really long time since my previous post.

Once again, the prelim examinations are here.

I'm near the 3/4 mark to O levels,

and definitely, this prelim is paramount in determining how

prepared I am for the next 1/4 of the path to go.

By any means, I have to push myself to my very limits.

And it is never easy to manage everything well.

Having to work hard to improve my weaker subjects and at the same time,

working hard on the subjects that I'm strong at to secure a distinction.

Probably due to the historical fear months ago,

I really fear that all the horror would come back.

All the trouble, and all the disappointment I've gone through,

just simply because I did atrociously for my mid-years.

Trouble from my teachers, my parents and even looked down on by my friends.

I want a come back! I want to be on the edge of glory as I did back in my lower secondary days!

Hoping that everything will go for a better turn after my prelims.

The Mother Tongue O level results will be released next week

I'm anticipating it, fearing it.

That could serve as a wondrous motivation to me,

or just another 'hit' to pull myself down.

I'll stay on strong!

Number of days left :74 days

2010-12-25T21:58:00.000-08:00

Christmas was awesome and well spent at mark's church
The people over there were very friendly and nice
They make me feel as if we had knew each other for quite some time.
Awesome people to the max okays?!

The concert was also splendid,
think this should be my first-hand experience
in stepping into the 'real' christmas.

Had lunch over at raffles place with the rest,
nevertheless, we had lots of fun joking and laughing out loud
on the MRT.

Still remembering when I was young,
when it comes to christmas;
the only thing I could ever foresee were presents.
Think i was overwhelm by toys and stuff back then.
Perhaps also a little ignorant.

But now, christmas has become a day which I look forward to
spend my time with my family and my friends.
It's about treasuring and being together;
and definetely not about just presents anymore.

Think the wonderful memories that we would form with our friends and
family will definetely worth much more than anything you can buy.
2010 is coming to an end.
I hope that not only me, but everyone
gets to spend the very last moments of 2010 together
with the family and friends.
May 2011 be an even better year!

2010-12-20T09:38:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's the annual camp
have no idea how things would turn out.
Somehow there are things that make me look forward to this camp.
Likewise, there are also things which make me look away from it.

The school holidays are also coming to an end.
How fast time had past.
2 months just slipped away unknowingly
Next year's gotta be a real tough year.
It will be work and work.
Mugging and mugging
Endless nights after endless nights.
just hope that all the efforts would not come to a waste.

Believe that I would not regret as long as I work hard for it.
All the best to those having National Exams next year too :P
This would probably be my last chance overturning everything,
hope that I can promote to the school of my choice with my few closed ones.
And also, you xD

All the best people ! :DD

2010-12-07T09:40:00.000-08:00

Time past by really fast,
in the blink of an eye
the holidays are coming so near to an end !
Hmm, the end of the holidays,
I'm not quite sure if I should be sad or happy about it!

Yeah, it means that I can finally be with my classmates and
also get to see her.
But it also means that homework and test would start running in again!
No more 'nothing-to-do' days !

Well, guess I just have to accept that as a fact
The annual camp is coming,
near the end of the month!
And for some reasons,
i'm getting pretty excited about it.
probably, that will be the very last camp I'm planning.
Gonna' miss working with the other councilors D:

Seems like in life,
there are many things that we simply can't avoid
and definitely, some of them are also unexpected.
Moving on is just the key to it.
Joy and pain;
they are all in the past.
Comparing them with the present would only
make you regret further.

I'm not confident that i'll be able to do it.
And nevertheless, this has always be my last option
It seems like I'm not left with any choice now
I'll just try my best.
Just hope that life gets much better.

2010-12-05T09:03:00.000-08:00

At time it really makes me wonder,
is it even really that hard for someone to be truthful
to a person he or she trust?
After so much,
I've finally believed that kindness has no repays.

I don't want the whole world
All I want is to have a few people in my life
which I can trust, I can rely on and would be there for me
Is it even that hard?

Despite the past we had.
Again and again,
i got nothing but only disappointments.
I placed all my hopes and trust in them;
and yet they had the cheek to make use of it
over and over again!
The sight of such shameless people simply
urks me.

Blame it all on myself,
I had been rather stupid for placing my trust in them
over these period of time
if not for the trust in them;
I wouldn't have been in such agony.
At times, I really wish to confront them
face to face.
And ask them, why would they want to land me in such shit.

Was it something I had done wrong?
or is it simply just fun to make use of me and my trust?!
I simply had enough of all the empty promises
and disappointments.
my stupidity tend to make me believe in people easily.
perhaps it was a wrong choice, of mine
to always just let things go too easily.

I've always attempted to forgive and forget
But you guys are the one that make me to be in a state;
such that im unable to forgive nor forget
I had enough.
I'll do everything i can to put an end to this
and definetely; find the truth which Im seeking for.

Which is indeed the real you; without the mask?
I'll find out. No matter the cost.
How i wish you were by my side,
when I have to go through this and face those people.

2010-12-03T07:27:00.000-08:00

Things are not getting any better
It feels even worse when i have to face him
Just wish to escape from reality now

Im exhausted;
both mentally and physically
If only mental tiredness can be resolved just by sleeping
Day by day,
Im getting more sensitive
much more emotional too
As always, I have lots of things en-caved inside me
but when the opportunity for me pour my heart out
Im definetely at a loss of words

Seriously hope that this will end one day
Really have no idea how much longer of this
can I go on with
Can't help myself either
Can't control my emotions
Can't control my thoughts
Im feeling very terrible
hoping to have more work to keep myself
busy with
If not my thoughts would be running wild

If i ever could possess a special ability
I would probably beg to gain the ability to read people's mind
Perhaps I wouldn't be in such an agony now.

I always thought I was emotionally strong
but till then, I just noticed
that how wrong i was
I could never be so wrong in my life...

2010-12-02T10:47:00.000-08:00

Everything came to an end today
the world came crushing down on me.
Everything to me seem so meaningless.
I've lost my directions

Im confused
I've lost my brother
I've been accused
and to make things worst, I've completely no idea on what's
going on around me
Lots of questions in my mind
Why must everything came to such an end
I did not even thought that things would come to such an extent

It really hurts alot,
seeing someone which you cared alot and meant alot to you
to doubt you and your intentions
And worst still, watching him going astray
while i can't even do a single thing!
That feeling simply sucks, I can't take it.

Life was simply so much happier back than
Those days...
The fun and laughter we once shared
The times we spent together
The wonderful memories that were kept in our hearts
Its all gone in the blink of an eye.

I really wished that time could be reversed
Really have no idea how Im gonna stand up for now
This thing is affecting me far too much
Im numbing my emotions and feelings with work and games
Hoping that by keeping myself heavily packed,
I could eventually escape from reality.

But I was wrong,
so wrong.
It only make things much more worse
To the extent which Im at total loss now
I really wish that someone could just tell me
what im supposed to do now.
But i knew that the 'someone' had to be none other then myself

Well, perhaps it takes some time to heal
but one thing for sure,
it can never be forgotten
the scar is there; for the rest of my life
Perhaps I should think through too.

Clement, you must get back on your feet
you must not fall!

2010-09-27T04:55:00.001-07:00

The exams are coming very soon
with so much distractions around me,
I must be twice as determined.
Gonna really work hard for it this time.

I really mean it.
I have been really unappreciative of time;
so its really time for me to pull up my socks
its just 2 more weeks...

Yeah, Clement;
you can do it, if you are determined
and work hard for it.

2010-09-05T11:45:00.000-07:00

Im in low spirits now.

Probably due to everything that's happening me

The progress report was a serious disappointment

But I ain't giving up just because of that

Have to strive even harder;

yeah, i can do it.

Why wouldn't I just give up.

Am I really stupid to keep harping onto hopes of going back to the past?

Sometimes, my mind just uncontrollably went back to the past,

hadn't the past been all too good;

the good old times...

But its history now.

Face the fact, Clement

Its not coming back, never!

Think we just have to move forward in life.

But trust me,

im not one person that gives up easily

we will see the light one day;

yeah, one fine day...

2010-08-31T10:42:00.000-07:00

Finally, today marks the end of the Teacher's Day 2010 Concert

All the efforts, hard work and time was indeed worth it

Glad that the Sec Ones managed to come up with a felicitious dance.

2010-08-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

Its been a real long time ever since i blogged
Think its time I did some updates for it

Im feeling exuberant over Teacher's Day
Simply have no idea to describe how Im feeling now.
Excited?
Worried?
Its more like a mixture.
Looking forward to tomorrow's last rehearsal for Teacher's Day
Hope that it will be lots of fun !
Well, in fact im still feeling worried...

I'm worried that the Sec 2's will screw up the event
I'm worried that the Sec 1's dance could not make it

Think I'm just worrying too much
Should have more confidence in my juniors right?
Okay, I'm contradicting myself -.-

Had alot of fun being epic with Faye and Ying Xin
at Tampines Mall today.
We went there to study
But guessed that we played more than we studied.
The end of years are coming; Gonna work hard for it !
As I think, so shall I become!

2010-05-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

The mid-year examinations have passed by real fast.
Guess its was pretty worrying for me.
Not only had I truly underestimated the physics paper,
I had not really put in much effort at all,
by cramming up all my revision everything in one day.
There's still two more papers to go.
Work hard,
Work hard,
its just one more day to the last to papers.
Its definetely worth it to be worked hard for.

Can't wait for all the fun after the exams either ! ;D
YAYNESS !!!

2010-05-09T01:38:00.000-07:00

Well, its been so long since I last blogged.

Mid-year's coming next week and I still have so

much more to study.

Kinda sick and tired of studying. D:

And all the best to the NIE teachers

hope you all enjoyed your stay here!

ROCK ON 3H'10 (:

2010-04-24T07:44:00.000-07:00

This week had certainly allowed me to be exuberant !
But still faced some setbacks though.
Firstly,
my social studies and chinese
had improved tremendously, with the recent tests.
Seems like those hours I burnt to study this two subjects
did not went down to the drain.
Sadly,
did not met my expectations for my mathematics paper.
Probably due to my neglience of the subject.

The mid-years are coming,
and Im far behind from my revision schedule.
Procastination...
Procrastination...
Not knowing how to appreciate the value of time
Im so gonna regret it when time comes.

With determination,
I believe I can manage council board
as well as producing decent grades at the same time.
Work hard...

2010-03-15T05:55:00.000-07:00

Time prevails everything; All the old
knives that have rusted in my back, I'll drive in yours.

Just got back from the sec 3 adventure camp.
And I miss everything there!
The Instructors, esp Yen Hui and Hariz
The time I spend there, treasured every single moment.
Had never had so much fun with my class, so united!

Now back to normal life again
yeah, its holidays okay?
But I've got a pile of homework and tests to prepare!
Gotta work hard on it!
Miss camp days ~~ BYES !! :D

Time flies so quickly~

2010-02-25T10:19:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I contradict myself.
Whenever I feel very stressed up, whenever I am unable to perform for my studies
I would eventually blame it on council..
However come to think again, how would I be like if I hadn't been a student councilor?

At second thoughts,
It has indeed been better for me to be busy with so many stuff
then to be sitting around at home thinking of what to do.
Instead, though busy, I had enjoyed everyday of my school life as a councilor.
Even the friends who are closest to me are councilors.
Life in school would have been purportedly boring if
I hadn't been a student councilor.

So, if you ask me again,
i would say that I hadn't regretted, Hahas.
Had our last full board meeting with the EXCOs '09 today.
Start to feel that time passes so quickly.
It had been like a short period of time before the last investiture.
Promised myself that I would work extra hard in all areas !
And I believe that i can do it!
The process is hard, yet the results are fruitful!

*Thanks to you all for always being there for me.

p.s. Investiture and collection of CA results next week! So scary !

2nd day of CNY

2010-02-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

Morning woke up so early
went to my maternal grandma's house. :D
Was so damn sleepy, slept at about 3 plus last night? ._.
Yeah, should be around there.

In the afternoon went to meet fitzgerald (:
Intended to watch movie at vivo at first
took MRT all the way down to vivo, but feel like playing pool instead. :O
So took MRT back to Hougang again -.-
Pooled for about 3 hours? Was damn fun lahs
But see the price suddenly feel not that fun anymore? :O

After that went to buy bubble tea and homed.
Chionging all my homework and revision today
Wanna' go play the whole day tomorrow.
Still busy, gtg ! BYES :DD

Burnt out.

2010-02-13T03:13:00.000-08:00

It's been a really long time since I had updated.
Been really really busy.
Im like burning mid-night oil every single day,
Mondays to Fridays
Just to keep up with everything.

Don't really know how long more I can hold on.
Sooner or later I'll 'burn out'.
Seriously very tired.
At times had to stay back till like evening?
Then had to attend tuition straight after that.

At times Im just so tired that I can fall asleep
while doing my homework or maybe my eyes would even close
without myself knowing.
I simply need a break.

A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL ! (:

Getting on as usual

2010-01-05T02:39:00.000-08:00

wow, it has been 2 days since school reopened. :O
I was looking forward to school at first,
but after seeing my new timetable; not anymore! ):

As for the bonding camp, things going so far so good.
Hope that things proceed as well too ! ;D
Well, Im gonna' miss lessons for the whole of this week. ._.
PANICKS*
worst still, A maths teacher say he would be finishing
up one topic by this week.
PANICK MORE*

Next week will be a hard one; D:
lessons and homeworks; all the things I need to catch-up. :O
Somemore heard that still got upcoming test. OMG !
No use complaining too, might as well work something out.
I simply just can't accept the fact that I would be failing !!! D:

Not as if I really expect myself not to fail
anything at all. -.-
But at least not to fail the overall and do better as things go on.
Okay, gotta' go finish up my work.
Bye Bye. (:

School's Starting! :D

2010-01-02T20:42:00.001-08:00

Wake up early in the morning again;
accompany fitzgerald and Ying Xin to buy books and stationery. (:
School starting very very soon;
Haven't got a chance to sleep in yet. DRATX ! :O

After that went to popular in Compass Point.
Have to buy lots and lots of stationery,
after I found out that I had a lot of pens; but without ink. ._.
Markers,Pens,highlighters,pencils..etc :D
Look here and there; up and down...blah blah
Can't seems to find what I want. ._.

So let's go to Hougang Mall popular ! (:
Had lunch there, yeah.
But still can't find what i want. DAMMIT ! -.-
Then went to AMK popular. :O
Finally bought what I need there. ;D
I take whatever I think I need; and found out after that I don't have enough money! -.-

Lucky Mum was also at AMK; Lols
she came all the way here to pay for my items. HeHes :>
Then Fitzgerald start to make a fuss over my Mum paying
for his items. *Headaches* :O
Homed with both of them after that. ):
On the way home, stop at Compass Point for Pearl Milk tea (:
Reached home haven't rest need straight go for tuition lerhs. D:
AWWWs...

School is S-T-A-R-T-I-N-G !!! And the bonding camp is in 2 days time. (:
All the best when school reopens people!

A new start (:

2010-01-01T08:06:00.000-08:00

There's a long way ahead, gotta' buck up! JIAYOUS CLEMENT ! :D

Okay, Im feeling damn tired. :O
Stayed overnight at Fitzgerald's house after countdown
celebration at punggol (:
Played and played till about 6am+ or was it 7am+ ? :D
Whatever! Anyways my previous post
was done at fitzgerald's house. ( Happy le mahx?) ._.

Told mum that I would probably be back home at about 6.30am;
and yet i slept till 8.30am! WAHS! :O
Nvm, stayed on at fitzgerald's for breakfast and continued playing.
Feel like sleeping throughout~~Yawns (;

After lunch together, me and Edwin went to Hougang Mall.
Met a friend there; just to gossip! ;D
Went to arcade after that.
so stayed on waiting.
In the end he called and say he want go home le. Wah sot diaoz. ):
Homed with Edwin. [:
Continued sleeping when I reached home. Lols
Had dinner with my family at Compass Point. (:

Thanks to every single one of you who played a part to ensure that my last day of 2009 and first day of 2010 to be a enjoyable one. Love you people to the max ! (:

p.s. School's starting in 3 more days! Homeworks, camps, new subjects!Stress Stress Stress!!! ARRGGHH!

Let's welcome 2010' !

2009-12-31T12:27:00.000-08:00

Starting my post with a post once again;
慢半拍 - 黃靖倫

總是等到臉色有點蒼白
才突然想起桌上那袋隔夜的外賣
總是會在窗戶外開始泛白
才會發覺又發了一整晚的呆

突然看見路旁那棵樹不知何時開始枯
怎麼我總忘了留意天涼的速度
當嘆息的時候呼出了白霧
才慢慢感到寒冷的溫度

這世界太快連愛都不例外
儘管我很努力想要跟上你的節拍
我慢慢明白以為的細心對待
卻根本不符合這個時代怪自己慢了半拍

如果當初聽得出妳開始生疏
我會為專注再多下一點功夫
總是慢步以為會更清楚
竟然錯過了倒數措手不及落幕

這世界太快連愛都不例外
儘管我很努力想要跟上你的節拍
我慢慢明白以為的細心對待
卻根本不符合這個時代
連難過都慢了半拍

拼命追著你太快的腳步卻在出口迷了路
竟也聽不到你的催促
當我還在對人炫耀妳的依賴和我的愉快
原來我早默默被妳淘汰

這世界太快連愛都不例外
儘管我很努力想要跟上你的節拍
我慢慢明白以為的細心對待
卻根本
不符合這個時代怪只怪我自己總慢了半拍

這世界太快就連愛都不例外
OH………
我終於明白就連眼淚也都慢了半拍
我慢了半拍

Time flies past really fast;
Within a short period of time its officially 2010 ! (:
Went to Edwin house for countdown after dinner with my family :D
Ended up at a countdown celebration at punggol. :O
Well ,alot others were there too (;
Had damn lot of fun. ;D

The new year had finally arrived.
From this very day onwards;
I will no longer be the same clement again.
A new year, a new start; A reborn to be exact.

Had been waiting for this very day.
The situation has changed and in fact everything will change...
2009 had seriously been a very miserable year for me.
For all you had given me ; I will inflict everything back onto you.
And now after; its my turn to start a whole new chapter.
I will do it. Yes, I simply will...

一樣的月光照在我的心上; 有愛我的人陪我生活就有方向

2009-12-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

25 hours and 30 minutes to 2010 ;D

Starting the post with a song ;
月光 by 黄靖伦

小時候媽媽唱的那首歌
陪我走過春夏秋冬
漫長黑夜裡點亮了遠方的燈
指引著我往前走

長大後身邊的人總是沉默
把自己的心反鎖
幸好有你這首歌溫暖著我
不會忘記了初衷

慢慢的一二三漸漸的在兩端
獨自穿過陌生街頭不讓淚逗留

一樣的月光蒸發了淚光
愛讓有情的人可以去跟痛抵抗
一樣的月光照在我的心上
有愛我的人陪我生活就有方向
喜悅悲傷因你而發光
陪我去闖

長大後身邊的人總是沉默
把自己的心反鎖
幸好有你這首歌溫暖著我
不會忘記了初衷

慢慢的一二三漸漸的在兩端
獨自穿過陌生街頭不讓淚逗留

一樣的月光蒸發了淚光
愛讓有情的人可以去跟痛抵抗
一樣的月光照在我的心上
有愛我的人陪我生活就有方向

一樣的月光蒸發了淚光
愛讓有情的人可以去跟痛抵抗
一樣的月光照在我的心上
有愛我的人陪我生活就有方向
喜悅悲傷因你而發光
陪我去闖

長大後身邊的人總是沉默
把自己的心反鎖
幸好有你這首歌溫暖著我
不會忘記了初衷

Another day of waking up so early :O
Had full board meeting today; and went for lunch
@ Pizza Hut after that (:
No more KFC at least. HaHas.
After that went Faye's House with the others.
Play play awhile then jiu go home le. Lols ._.'

2010's coming!!! :D
Its really damn near ; about 25 hours from now :>
A new start for everyone, this year had been more than what I had expected before...
Nvm, shall forget 2009 and let's give a warm smile
to welcome 2010 ! (:

Cya all peeps in 2010 ;D

Exhausted!

2009-12-29T05:37:00.000-08:00

Wah today damn tired sia! ._.
Morning reached school at 7.30am ; start on camp preparation (:
Have to do this and that :O
Busy siol ! Lols.

Saw the amount of paper we need for this camp.
Felt guilty? Killing trees? ._.
Went for lunch in the afternoon; about 12+ pm
and guess what? It's KFC again !!! -.-
Had 2 times of KFC on the first two days of the week. LOLs ;D

After lunch went back to school to continue on
what we had left with...blah blah.
And Edwin, Bing Bing and I went to Ikea.
Reached there and found the mugs we need. Damn fast siol ! :D
Expect myself to tour around the whole Ikea like don't know how many times...

Okay, Im buying not one, not two
but 80 MUGS;
and I was told that I had NO carrier nor any plastic bag -.-
Was like wtf?!
Lucky they provide the free cardboard to fold into boxes
or else I really don't know how 3 people is gonna' take all 80 mugs back. :O

Intended to have a break after buying things de;
but then receive call say that school is closing
@ 5.45?! ):
That means I have only 25 minutes to get back there! Dammit! ._.
Managed to get that back in time.
had some snacks at Macdonald's before homed. (:
Miss Mac man !!!

At last tio jio lerhs (:

2009-12-27T06:35:00.000-08:00

WOAHS! At last got people jio me out todays lerh. :D
Though not going far far away from home ; at least Im not rotting at home -.-
Met fitzgerald at his house there today in the afternoon,
then have lunch together or more like i eat alone ? :O

Then went to look for Faye :O
to talk crapx i should say? LOLs (:
After that went fitzgerald's house; At first say go there do SERIOUS WORK de.
proposals, study A maths ... blah blah blah
but instead become play -.-
Expected it anyways lols. ;D

Played till like evening then started to work on A maths.
I very GUAI one hor; got do homework leh see? (;
procastinate so much sia ; ._.
not long later started playing again
but at least managed to get my homework done ! WOOTS !!! :D

Then Fitzgerald continue to guess who the people
in Faye's blog is ; to no avail I should say -.-
After that go home lerhs.
GOtta' go prepare for tomorrow's meeting . ._.

p.s. Let's all enjoy our last few days of 2009 and welcome 2010 with a HAPPY mood. (:

Merry X Mas' Everyone [:

2009-12-25T07:00:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! :D
Hope that everyone is enjoying their christmas this year :O
Don't have much wishes for christmas this year, anyways here it is:

1. Good results all the way ! ;D
2. My friends and especially my family to be there for me forever (:
3. And for some god-damned assholes to vanish from my life. -.-

That's pretty all for now !
Nothing realistic which requires any money. [:
Hope all my wishes can come true (;
Had a christmas party with my family yesterday.
It was only then I realize something.
Hope its not too late :O

No matter what happens; you will have a family to support you from the back
showing how much they care about you even with the slightest actions.
That's why we are always oblivious to it! ><
The worst choice anyone could ever made in his or her life; would be none other
than his or her friends. ;]

Wishing everyone a merry Christmas and all the best too ! [:

2009-12-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

WAH. Finally finished one chinese newspaper article. Damn happy. :D
Took me 2hrs plus to do one. And there's 3 more to go. ._.
Aiya, at least got some improvement.
The last time I did one chinese newspaper article took me like
almost the whole day or more? LOLs. :O

Went Orchard with my family today.
And apart from all the food, clothes, bag and stuff.
There's like nothing. -.-
Mum was spending her time looking through almost every single shop
she could see, while I was strolling around the shop. -.-
Pathetic can ?!

Went Compass point for dinner then homed after that.
Then reached home turn study mode on ! :O
Start to chiong revision for A Maths ; Indices! (:
Or not later go tuition blur like sotong again -.-

Going for a camp tmr! ;D
And coming back on Tuesday night, late very very late. :>
Planning to change blogskin and stuff after I return.
Feel like sleeping early tonight after walking the whole day
at Orchard. Sianx. :O

2009-12-14T22:31:00.000-08:00

We have to distrust each other. It is our only defence against betrayal. And backstab would be the truimph card to it.

Seriously agreed with the quote above.
It's really sad if we really have to distrust each other.
Anways nvm. D:

Still procastinating,
my A maths quiz is on thursday. ._.
and I have been telling myself to study. But it seems that
from Sunday till' now, I haven touched a single question ! :< Good Grief ! -.-

God knows if i would even pass it -.-
Okay, Im gonna' be damn hardworking
Gotta' go do some REAL STUDYING later ")
Done with particularly every single
homework. EXCEPT for my 4 pathetic chinese articles
which untill now, still don't feel like doing... ):

Looks like I have to get it
done by this week.
Here comes the countdown:
About 2 week+ more to reopen for school ._.

Im' getting all my homework done by this week
the remaining would be time for me
to unwind myself.
Even though I had been slacking throughtout
the holidays -.-
And maybe even doing some reading-up on
some next-year topics.

Yala, that's all le lah :D

Looking forward

2009-12-14T04:12:00.000-08:00

Wake up at 8am today,
slept very late yesterday don't know why still woke up so early.
Went to buy books with Jas and Bryan in the afternoon.
We travelled from school to Compass Point,
back and froth. Lols .

Managed to get all the books we need
and it was damn heavy can ?
Thought that my haversack was big enough to put everything
in it. But was wrong, so damn wrong.
Ended up walking around Compass Point with two
big bags of books like an auntie. -.-

After lunch, we sat in a corner in Compass Point,
and started talking and talking.
Okay, I as quite lor saw, okay fine, not quite but very...
Gossips, teases, inspirations and some other rubbish.
Blah,blah,blah
That's what we talk about.
Had a great time the both of them. (:

Then it was bye bye time.
And had to face the trouble of carrying that two
big bags of books home, lols.
Good thing was, everything landed home safely. No damages.

Hahas, BYES (:

2009-12-10T22:55:00.000-08:00

Times had flew by really fast
so fast that we had never discovered what we had been through
nor what we had done.

The feeling of disappointment discended upon, coming face to face of
what that has been least expected.
Or was it just that I am oblivious to it?

The thoughts had never came by , so what ?!
it did happened after all.
Was it meant to be kept forever a secret or was it just meant for it to find
out by myself? I simply don't know...

The trust was lost, concluding to the lost of other factors.
Everything was in fact, lost.
However, on the bright side, i now have regained strengh
with the ability to see what's true what's not.

Yes, you just wait
I'll be back in no time
and let the infliction once again, begins.
How i wish that time will rewind
and everything was still at the beginning...

Looking forward ("

2009-12-05T00:51:00.000-08:00

Expected my A maths tuition to be pretty boring
but instead find it interesting and enjoyed it (:
Mr Kelvin Ng was indeed a nice teacher ; simply love the way he teaches!
Anw , a big thanks to Mr Melvin Ng too for getting
me all the way here. hahas

Getting pretty busy soon
have to warm up myself again
yeah, nothing much to blog about today
so just having a short post
buck up ! ("

I will hang on, yes that's simply what I will do !

2009-12-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

The difference between a successful person and others,
is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge , but rather is a lack of will.

Stayed at home the whole day today
can't go out.
Managed to complete almost all of my homework.
except for the 剪报 which i obviously
don't bother about :p

For past few weeks have been thinking hard...
uber uber hard.
yeap, Im in 3H but feel kinda lonely in there
hope that everything goes on well
Don't think will be very happy
all the people i can communicate well with
is in other classes

Next year's gonna be a real hard year
really hope i can pull through everything
yeap, I can do it
must tell myself that (:

A little more happening !

2009-12-02T06:28:00.000-08:00

Finally had a change of my blogskin

had always wanted to change it but was

pretty lazy =P

This week not as boring as the the past few weeks

not that they are really interesting

but at least they are more happening. Yeah !

yesterday had open house...

And went for lunch with some friends today

Managed to break free from rotting at home (:

Having my first A Maths Tuition this saturday

Yup, im feeling uber excited over it

don't know why also...

Buying my books next week

anyway looks like its time to start on my homework.

E-streaming ! Disappointment? Or not?

2009-11-25T05:23:00.000-08:00

Well ,the streaming results was out yesterday
and Im in 3H next year
Seriously don't know whether i should happy

Almost eveyone got into the class of their choice
and Im still in a dilemma .
Was happy for them.

next year's gonna' be a tough one
Have to jiayous le
All the best to everyone in their future classes (:

2009-11-13T03:07:00.000-08:00

生活在做事和想法不同的人之中
正的很辛苦，很累，很痛苦。
我正的受不了了，好累好累。
放过我吧，求求你放过我吧。
我正的很累了，不想再继续下去乐.
事情也应该有个了断了...

Holidays doesn't seem as much as holidays.
Still returning back to school frequently...
Well, at least tomorrow I can relax after days and days of work
As for tomorrow im practically wasting time again :D

Had been raining the whole day today
so had been walking under the rain for the whole day too WOOTS !!
Bored Bored staying at home ):

2009-11-11T03:26:00.000-08:00

Okay, Im almost done with all my holiday assignments
except for my Lang arts.
Have not even collected the worksheet from my teacher,则麽办？
Camp 的东西almost做完了！！！（：

For the past few times holidays assignments always look like 一样的
正的，相信我。Always, book and movie reviews and 剪报。
What's more ???

Holidays, as expected, are still as bored as ever.
Can't there be anything more happening?
going out on movie ?
Play something, maybe badminton or basketball ?
or even playing catching ? haizzz 随便啦，有东西做就好了~对不对？？？

Any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little
falls into lazy habits of thinking. -- Albert Einstein.

p.s. 猜那应该是在说我吧。

2009-11-10T07:29:00.000-08:00

今天果然是吴了的一天。
晚上没有东西做，就去找Fishy玩。
Hmmm,好过没有东西做，对不对?

正的很想读读明年的textbook.
可是到先在还是借不到.
明天好想跟Fishy他们去打basketball.
算了还是留在家里把.
Camp 还有很多东西等着我去做呢!
Jiayous Jiayous.

p.s. 不会华语的人就是不会华语,对不对啊?大鸟?

[话就是用来讲的吗，管它使人话还是鸟华，会讲话就好吗!
]

[讲鸟话的不是我，是大鸟，鸟人讲鸟话]

Tmr will be a better day ! I can't say so for sure, but im sure i say so !

2009-11-09T04:42:00.000-08:00

Okay, Im seriously and extremely bored over the holidays.
Just had nothing better to do =x
Holidays are passing real fast.
and the best part of all this is that I still had not started on any of my
holiday assignments.
Not to say about any revisions !

yes, had been really busy with the camp preparations lately
or should I say im just busy slacking.
Getting lazy ...real real lazy
Looks like i gotta' kick this bad habit and start getting back
on the right track.

Will have a very hard time next year if this simply
continues !
Running out of ways to self-entertain, any ideas anyone ???

这个地球是圆的
事情种会回到原点.

可是我相信只要肯努力
还是可以道回你所要争取的!

2009-11-06T02:55:00.000-08:00

Holidays are extremely bored and yet its was only the start !
Looks like i should start looking for some self-entertainment.
Well, looking at some others, they have started reading up on next year's chapters.

perhaps i should also start reading up on next year topics too.
Can't gurantee that i will surely do well after reading but at least
i won't be like a lost sheep. *Im' Kinda slow.
But i will be having some trouble here trying to get the textbooks.

Hope with all these before-hand preparations,
catching up next year would be much easier.
Have to seriously buck up alot more to improve my
standards.
Pushing myself very hard.
Besides that, I seriously want to get the camp i have
on hand now well.

Strive harder to sucess! *

2009-11-03T18:58:00.000-08:00

Firstly a big sorry to all for
not regularly posting due to my laziness.
Results had not been as good as i had expected.
Well, perhaps this are the way things are.

Nevermind about all these anymore,
just gotta' work much harder next year.
Simply cannot afford to continue like this anymore.
yes, im gonna' make a CHANGE !

Hope to get to the class of my choice.
with really low possibility. But i will not give up!
Sadly, sec 2F is coming to an end.
All our wonderful memories together.
it had been assured that we will definetly be in
different classes as of next year, 2010.

Let all of us enjoy our last moment as sec 2F 2009 together,
during our last chalet and appreciate one another.
All the best to everyone for 2010 !
May year 2010 be a better year :D

p.s. Hui Yuan , Thnks alot to your encouragement. if everything allows there are many subjects we could still study together. Right??? All he best for 2010

2009-09-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

After days of mugging
finally got myself done with a few subjects.
Hope all this hard work will eventually
get me into the better
classes next year.

The end to this is coming nearer
im very sure.
Hmm... about 2 weeks more?
i presume.

Perhaps im taking things a little too hard.
Anyways, im just gonna' endure all these and
get the top 40 in level.
Since i can do it last year,
why can't I do so again this year?
Busy week coming...

I know i can do it !
Basically, just encouraging myself with this post.
Gonna' start pumping harder !
Stay optimistic ! :D

2009-09-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

Okay, im mentally strained.
Felt so drained out. Felt so tired.
I seriously need a break from everything

However, i can't manage to put
off everything.
Sometimes i wondered
how things would turn our like if
I nvr studied for my year-ends

The way people are mugging are these days
really scare me.
felt that I had not work hard enough
so incompetent...

Guess putting down everything for only
one day would be a viable thing to do.
Exams are coming , gotta' mug !

2009-09-20T03:47:00.001-07:00

Hey guys im not blogging anymore for the moment. writing an online blog under the notes column in facebook instead.

2009-09-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

Somehow, i managed to escape from reality
by going to Perak for
4 days 3 nights.
Back from Perak late last night.
Had seriously enjoyed my trip there :D

Felt stress free there.
no nid to face with all these conflicts
Everyday full of thrilling activities
no problems
and better friends !
With all these,
who wouldn't prefer there?

The activites were challenging,yet fun.
Had nvr expected that i could accomplished
them.
yes, positive mindset SMILES!

Was quite sad that i had to return
so early.
Really enjoyed every single minute
i had there !
But life still had to go on.
Now back to reality,
much more things to work on.

Oh yeah,
my results improved !
With 6As and 2Bs
well, can be better.
Gotta' start working had for my
year-ends.
Im nt gonna' care about any other
freaking problems that gotta' drag me back anymore.

Having a training tmr in school
and a conference at Holy innocent's
on Friday !
Some things i just had to learn to put
down.With that, everything in Perak will just be a wonderful memory !

Very good, very good, YEAH ! HAHAS :D

2009-08-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

They hide a dagger in their smiles,
Are they driven by the desire for power,
Or is it their only way to survive?

For once, even myself
im not sure and i simply don't know
what are they all doing these for?
what do they indeed want from me?
why must they do this to me?

Ended thw school day with a
chemistry class test.
Not very confident of it.
After school stayed back for maths consultations
gotta' get prepare for the class test next wed.

After that start working on my homework and stuff.
Again, im trying very best to climb every single step of the ladder
at the same time, ensuring that i hold on
to everything tightly and will not
fall.

With determination, i believe i can reach
the summit and reveal
the charm beneath.

2009-08-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

Finally,
the packed and busy week is coming
to an end soon.

Just looking forward to a good rest
during the weekends.
Gonna' study hard when it's all over.
This will be my final chance towards my goals.

I don't care what it takes
i just have to do well ... and that's it !
What could possibly be more important than my results
especially a year when there's streaming?

Maybe i would, maybe i would not
im just feeling confused
who's true who's not?
who's wearing a mask who's not?
Again and again i felt so insecured ever.

Nevertheless, all these makes me much more
selfish, makes me much more ambitious.
Once again, thinking , wouldn't it be better
to trust yourself than others?
Only then i realised that i can only depend on myself.
In order to depend on myself, is nothing but
hard work, hard work and more hard work.

All the temptations, everywhere they are
movies, friends ...etc
makes me thin ktwice about my choice.
I seriously hve to fulfill my goals
one mistake there goes it all.

I seriously believe that things will go
much more better when i fulfill my goals
a better life, isn't that much better than being despised by
others?
Just can't stand being look down on by others
so what if you are richer? so what if you are much better this time round?
so what if you are preferred to me? so what if you are much better than me in all ways?
Does that means im' gonna lose it all for sure?
does that also means i will never outshine them?
or does that mean that im' gonna' stay as it is?
and take that nthin happened

Contradicting again,
im telling myself,
again and again,
NO NO NO NO !!!!
There's no way im gonna' lose it
all for sure ! I believe in myself and with all my
hardwork and perserverance, all the ways i take
things will change for the better.

One day one fine day
i'll show you all
that i can do it !
with all i have i can do it !!!

with that, HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY BACKSTREET BABIES !!!!!

2009-08-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

Next week will be a busy
week for me.
There's teacher's day thing to do
and a total of 7 tests.

For the past few days i have been
thinking real real hard.
And my question relates to
'What is it that i want?'

The way i prepared for every single
one of my test and exams
the way i one to be the best for
particularly everything
In fact, i have no idea what is it
that i want at all...

So, after doing all im doing now,
what is it that i want to get in the end?
looks like i have been floating aimlessly
for the past few months
In fact, i asked myself
is reaching my own goals more important
or winning every single person in everything?

I just can't tell myself what means more
i had been real greedy too...
expecting the best for everything
therefore, letting myself down
time and time again,

perhaps, i should find the answer out
when the time comes.
Just as i know,
i must be prepared for everything.

2009-08-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

It has been a pretty long time
since i last posted, i suppose.
Anyways im bursting open like a balloon.

Stuffed with projects,homeworks,tests and
teacher's day stuff.
With project and test being my big headache.

Was damn tired these few days.
I seriously hate art.
Just can't enjoy it.
It has been a few times that i
keep telling myself that i must try
my very best for it
but yet i just show no interest.

Having oral test tmr,
gd luck to me o.0
Oh yeah,
got back my simultaneous class test
and i got full marks !
Hope that tis was pretty much due to
my hard work
though this paper was pretty easy.

Gotta' do btr next time ！

2009-08-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

This year's NDP was pretty boring
should nt talk more about it.
After school went for
Mr Lim's maths ASP
He managed to squeeze 4 lessons
into the 2hrs.

Well,after ASP went for that
paper-making thing again.
Spent some time doing the same thing...
boring -.-

Then went KFC with BackStreet Babies,Hong Wei,
Athira,Bryan Lim, Mark and Bing Bing
Lunch was full of laughters and fun !
Went home to change after lunch.

Met Them again at Punggol Beach.
At first only intend to sit there
and watch the scenery but
got threw into the water...

Had Lots and Lots of FUN !
Wish to hav another similar outing
Btw,went back home drenched...

AWWW.....

2009-08-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

Today was a day full of
fun and laughter :D

Although im' quite upset over my
lang arts ST but...
Im' nt giving up because of this !
Will do better next time !

Had lang arts role play and chemistry
pop quiz today.
The pop quiz was okay...
hope to get do well
The role play was quite screwed and
pretty funny !
I played as the narrator.
HaHas
Those jokes we made before,during and after
the role play

Oh yeah !
Stay back after school today for
the paper making thing cum CCA.
Was pretty fun lah
spending time with frens doing this.

Yeap yeap,
tmr is NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION!
and it's holiday
was stuffed with tons and tons of homework
Oh Gosh !!!

2009-08-01T05:39:00.000-07:00

310709

Basically its the official end of the
student leader's exchange programme'09
and I attended the closing ceremony.

Had an enjoyable time there
partly because of the humorous scenes
throughout the ceremony
esp. the presentations.
And it was also due to the fact that
i can see my exchange frens again !

They do bring bak good memories
will keep in contact with them. :D
Well, had quite a few test today
and it seriously doesn't look good

Still stuck wif tons and tons of homework..
hahas

10809

The welfare meeting was postponed
so i can sleep in longer before tuition
hahas...

well, after tuition wanted to go for tat SKCC thing
but my parents don't allow ...fine
went Toa Payoh with them instead.

After that in the evening go meet
Backstreet Babies !
Sry to keep you guys waiting...
i know Im seriously blur...

Spent some time at CP with them
and homed with Faye after that
Awww....

Finally done with my homework !
YAYS !!!
and there's a summary test on Monday !
AWWWWS....

2009-07-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

Well I simply duno if it's a little too late but ...
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BACKSTREET BABIES !!! :D

Im finally back in CVSS
and im stuck with tons and tons of homework
a big fat THANKS to all who helped
me all this while.
Without you guys
really duno how to catchup
hahas ! (:

Lot's more things to come and do ...
SMILES it's another day T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W !
And it will be a much better one
SMILES !!! :D

2009-07-20T19:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a pretty entertaining day
Class was simply hilarious !
Anws get to meet quite a no. of my primary school frens
lessons are still okay...

Sadly, gonna' miss one day of school
at Greendale
Im down with high fever but recovering fast...
Looks like I hav to do some catch-up tmr and i still hav lots and lots of things i wanna' ask

Going bak to CVSS for lessons tmr also
Im' loving this "vacation" ! :D
well, just miss clique ><

2009-07-18T04:37:00.001-07:00

HaHas,
im going for student leader's exchange programme
from 20/7/09 - 24/07/09
Hope to take lots lots of pics

Looks lik i will be missing lots of things
My clique...
My classmates
and worst of all
one whole week of lessons !
Damn !

Anws hope to be able to catch-up
well, all the best to all those going for the programme
Good Luck !

2009-07-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

Yays !
youth day's finally over.
Spent most of my time today outside class
missed lessons...
well,finally completed my chinese blog project
and im now HOMEWORK FREE !

Will be only doing some revision and slacking through the weekends =)

2009-07-02T03:13:00.000-07:00

I have finally finished all my homework :D !
went home right after school
wanna complete my homework earlier
Revised after completing all my homework

anw, school life's back
lessons are boring except for some...
somehow i seem to enjoy my D&T alot
much more than last year's !
It was probably because of Mr Eugene Ng
how could i ever feel boring with him around?
and that seems to be a good thing

Oh ya ! Tmr is youth day
hope to have some fun
though it's only one hour (:

2009-06-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

Saturday 270609

Happy Anniversary to CLIQUES!
had celebration...
funny,we had sushis instead of cakes
and we finally had a group photo
Had a wonderful time together !
wish it could just last longer !
I LOVE IT !

2009-06-28T01:49:00.000-07:00

Friday 260609

Had full board meeting
in the morning
won't talk much about it.
After meeting went to MOVIE !
This time round
went with sec3,sec2 and CLIQUES(L)

Yup,we watch 'land of the lost'
I would say it's AWESOME !
well, i duno' why i would say that
but it was probably because of those
silly scenes !

We had a great time ! (:

2009-06-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday!

Ya went to watch this movie ytd

and all i can say is nthin but

A-W-E-S-O-M-E !

Well, i duno' why i wud say that but

it was probably because of those silly scenes

In the morning had full board meeting

after that then go watch movie !

Basically, I had my bimbo interaction session also,

had dinner with a bunch of new faces...

felt so weird o.0

Oh yes ! Finally completed my homework !

WOOTS !

TODAY !

Heys ! It's even more A-W-E-S-O-M-E !

Spent the day with cliques (L).

Wish it could just be longer

School's reopening so soon...

and gladly my bloody homework is done

except for that project

which i probably will do smth about it tmr -.-

Well, glad I had a great day with them !

I LOVE IT !!!

2009-06-25T15:52:00.001-07:00

Okay, here I am with almost all my homework done
probably left with that 2 stupid flags which I had done halfway
and that chinese blog project which i haven even started -.-

was pretty bored ...
so went to revise my maths instead
and i finally completed that whole worksheet on ALGEBRA!
yayness !

School's reopening for good,
i hope probably...
cannot continue slacking like this now
everyone seems to be working so much harder...
or else there may still be a major DROP in my results.
history won't repeat ...one thing i know
A new start when school's reopen !!! (:

2009-06-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

Had a long 3 hrs maths tuition today
and i learnt pretty much :D
well,was particularly wasting my own sweet time today.
managed to complete my ART DRAWING
and all i can say is nthin' but...
P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C !

Though i had nthin' much better to do now,
im still kinda busy with these few things:

1)Chinese blog project
2)Council homework
and last but not least,
3) that sickening history homework,
which need me to make 2 STUPID flags -.-

Was basically struggling with these 3 things
At least I can have a break tmr...
well,somthing i should be happy about -.-

2009-06-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to myself :D !

Really enjoyed this two days
Spent my time with my family outside
had so much fun!=)
Basically im' eating this and that...
Feel really down the past few days
thanks to all who cheered me up

Well,camps over and almost all homework's done !
Can finally relax!
Changed my blog skin (:
sadly,there's no extension of holiday
duno' if it's a good or bad thing

Enjoyed my birthday alot.
A big thanks to all my families and friends
this had been one of my best birthdays...Thank You ! :D

You guys had made this a wonderful memory for me
even just with a small msg,
it really cheers me up
i really appreciate you all and for what you had done
Thanks you all so much :D

2009-06-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

Well,the camp is finally over
so much had happened...
Birthday's 2 days away
not in the mood anyways

Holiday's are over too...
a new start when school reopens
Gonna' work harder this time round
not going to make the same mistake twice

So much had happened lately
Im' just so tired seeing things go these way
Things are just not the same
We are always together,as a clique
no matter....
if things are the way they are,
just like before...

I'm sry im unable to do anything ,fish
i've disappointed u all...

2009-06-14T18:06:00.000-07:00

Finally, complete most hw
just left wif tat pathetic history...
Don't feel lik posting
so sienzz...

Gotta' start working on my
chinese blog project.
Dateline coming soon =p

Been rotting at home wif my hw's
haizzz...
At least this week's better !
There's a camp (:
Hope it's really fun -.-
so sienzz

2009-06-12T04:14:00.000-07:00

woke up at 9+ in the morning...

started on my homework

2009-06-09T03:34:00.000-07:00

Quiz,
1. Edwin Koo
2. Lim Hong Wei
3. Ng Ying Xin
4. Jaslyn Tan
5. Bryan lim
6. Faye Lee
7. Fitzgerald Lee
8. Koh Siew Yi
9. Cheryl Yeo
10. Kok Hui Yuan
11. Daniel Lee
12. Cedric Low
13. Lloyd Ng
14. Shao Wen

1. How did you get to meet 7? (Fitzgerald)
-Some guy mention him to me & SCB

2. What would you do if you and 13 never meet? (Lloyd)
-Would nt have known of such a professional flirter

3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date? (Edwin and Cedric)
-Hahas,they are brothers...

4. Have you seen 14 cry? (Shao Wen)
-Think so o.0

5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple? (Jaslyn & Daniel)
- Possible ... blur king and blur queen

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Daniel)
-If he is a girl

7. What's 2's favourite colour? (Hong Wei)
-Nt so sure...

8.When was the last time you talked to 9? (Cherly Yeo)
- In school before holiday starts

9.What language does 8 speak? (Siew Yi)
-I bet he can't even speak !

10.Who is no.13 going out with? (Lloyd)
-I don't know and i don't care.

11.What grade is 12 in? (Cedric)
-Nursery..sec2 lah

12.Would you ever date with no.10? (Hui Yuan)
-Oh ! i just love him...lols

13.Where does 5 live? (Bryan)
-No. 4's house :)

14.What's the best thing about 3? (Ying Xin)
-She's just as crazy -.-

15.What would you want to tell 10 now? ( Hui Yuan)
- Miss you ! lols

16.What's the best thing about 8? (Siew yi)
- Nvr changed his loved one be4 ! =p

17.Have you ever kissed 5? (bryan)
-my lips rot arh

18.What was the best memories you have with 7? (Fitzgerald)
-duno? we had so many memories..

19.When was the last time you're going to see 6? (Faye)
- yesterday...just my luck !

20.How is 14. & 12 different? (Shao Wen & Cedric)
-One is a nice person one is not.

21.Is 6 pretty? (Faye)
-After her operation. xD

22.What was the first impression of 11? (Daniel)
-Bird-faced

23.How did you meet 5? (Bryan)
-SCB !

24.Is 1 ur best friend? (Edwin)
-nah,i nvr go too close wif meh-mehs.

25.Do you hate 12? (Cedric)
- I just hate him ! xD

26.Have you seen 4 on the last month? (Jaslyn)
-just saw her yesterday.

27.When was the last time you said to 3? (Ying Xin)
-Teletubbies..i believe -.-

28. Have you been to 5's house? (Bryan)
-Just like i go to 4's house.

29.When's the next time you gonna' see 10? (Hui Yuan)
- As long as i want !

30.Are you close to 13? (Llyod)
- still OK

31.Have you been to a movie with 4 before? (Jaslyn)
- Yupp...terrible experience

32.have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? (Siew Yi)
- Always

33.Would you give 2 a hug? (Hong Wei)
-yea, why not ? xD

34.When have you lied to 3? (Ying Xin)
-The part about her being pretty

35.IS 1 good with socializing? (Edwin)
- Kinda' quiet.

Decided to do this quiz...so bored at home
If that gorilla has the patience to do this,
why not me? xD

2009-06-04T20:14:00.000-07:00

life was basically craapppy.
got stuck with a mountain of homework -.-
its either im spending time on my homework
or camp porposals.

now im rotting at home with history as
my only assignment left.
Had to make 2 flags...
onmygosh ! -.-
it's like so hard to do sia.

I had basically screwed up
1st half of the year...
looks like i really need to work harder and be stronger.
Don't worry! i won't fall so easily!
i can do it !

2009-05-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

OhMyGosh....

This had been a crappy year for me
had been so busy throughout the year
tons and tons of events and projects are coming
never ending !

Looks like im only free in january
investiture comes in febuary
next come the SL project in march till april.
upcomes school projects

After that was MYE
had suffered badly during this period
during MYE had the normal Technical camp to plan the games
Now MYE was over
tot can go back lala land
upcomes PSC camp and a first aid course -.-

Gave my first kiss to a stupid dummy little Anne.
expected to be in xinggang now and outvcomes that swine flu
of all times it had to come now ...
worst of all my results had been so poor
and the subjets offered this year simply piss me off

don't even wanna talk about streaming or O levels
pressure !!!
now im stuck being so busy and not even noeing what i wanna' do...
haizzz...

2009-05-26T04:22:00.000-07:00

There goes my MYE:(
I flunk everything...
was simply disappointed
had expected so much more better

i asked myself what was happening?
why had i done so badly?
From 6As during sec-one
till now with 1A.

Think that i had not put in enough effort.
or was it just that i can't do well no matter how hard i studied?
now im stuck with such results...
seriously dunno' what to do.

Fell so hard this time round...
had really worked very hard
maybe there becos of other reasons.
i really duno'...

I just accept this fact.=(

2009-05-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

Well,this will be my last post before exams
will stop blogging because of exams
spend 10 mins to think about what to post...

Gotta' stop blogging to concentrate on my studies
people ask why i study so hard?
actutally,i also don't really know
Lols...
maybe its because i wanna' have a gd job and life in the future?
working really hard for my science, esp. biology
wanna be a forensic pathologist.

Gone are the good days...
serious work for now
really far too slack.
must show ppl what im' really made of ...
the real me !

Will top the class ! I an do it !
Gd luk to all for ur exams :D

2009-05-08T19:54:00.000-07:00

Heys!

The exams are finally here !
Feel kinda stress
thx to all my fren's that help me de-stresss :D

2 paper's gone
if you haven' do well
don't give up !
continue working hard for ur other subjects

Cheer up !
Tmr will always be a better day
** SunShines **

Endurance all the way ! (:

2009-05-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

Heys!

Tomorrow we will be having our first paper for mid-years
feeling both scared and excited ...
hope i can do well
good luck to all for ur papers ! :D

Got back my science paper today
at least not disappointed this time round.
Gotta' seriously work hard this time...
im not gonna' let anything screw-up !
not one subject !
Gonna' give my best in it !

Gd luck all ! All the best !
Endurance of the way ! I can do it ! =)

2009-05-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

Well,looking at the way things are now
i duno how i can even do well for my mid-years...
i flunk my maths class test and pop quiz
i flunk my art
i flunk particularly almost every single subject
how can i even get 5As with such results?

To me, 5As look so far and so impossible...
What's more? There's so little time left to study
really dunno' what to do ...
just can't plan my consultations and study sessions well
felt so helpless here.

It seems like i had flunk so many things
such that there's nthin' more for me to flunk -.-
gonna' take bck my science test on wed.
bet i flunk it too..

Endurance all the way!
how LONG and how FAR can i endure?
im really tired of all this...
it seems like im all alone in this.
no one is with me nor on my side

seriously see no light...
maths and chinese's hopeless
geography's a mess
lang arts...flunked !
science...helpless
art and home-ec...no comments
history's a murderer.

how can i shine again in the conditions im in now ???

Really glad and touched that so many
ppl care for me when i'm sick.
thx for ur words...
jiayous for mid-years.
all the best guys! :D

2009-04-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

Well, running high fever today...
went home after my chemistry lesson
after rest feeling better now :D

Got back my chemistry class test.
another disppointment...
sometimes,i feel that my hardwork is pretty useless
worked so hard
but all i ever get was disappointment...

or maybe its that i didn't work hard enough...
idk...serious !
mid-year's coming nearer and nearer
i have lot'sa things to do
and i have to get sick at this time...
nice timing -.-
anyway,life's like that
have to take it the way it is ...

a big thx to all my friend for your concerns.
and to you,whether i win you or you win me does n't matter
we all still have to do well, right?
your biggest opponent is not your classmates but yourself !
All the best !~ :D

2009-04-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

Well, today's a pretty boring day...
revision weeks are always like that.
Luckily the clique make my day better

Got back my Home ec test
total disappointment...
expected something better :(

got back 3 different science test
still okay...
have to further improve on it
was quite emo today.
thinking about the mid-years make me go mad !
there's only about 9 days and i had not done much revision
OhMyGosh !!!

felt so troubled
really confused and dunno' what to do
i really feel helpless...
hope tomorrow is a better day for everyone.
Not going to do much today
wanna' have plenty of rest so leave everything tmr :D

SMILES ... i can't

i know you feel sad over your results
but don't cry,try harder next time...
have plently of rest today and tmr will be a better day.
Never give up ! rmb, if you want to do it you can do it !
i believe in you ! :D

2009-04-28T02:44:00.001-07:00

Well, today has been a shocking day for me ...
Got back my history and chinese test
history was absolutely terrible
chinese was even worst
felt disappointed ...

These few days many things have happened...
day by day, the clique got in to more and more trouble
now was suspension for you...
somehow,i really wish i could do something to help you
i feel useless...
obviously,someone wants our clique dead
things won't be the same anymore
im really sorry...no matter what, our clique will stay together as one
i miss the old times...

At last today im homework free !
can work on my mid-years finally.
Was really tired today
and tmr gotta' present on our Home ec project
have to be well prepared.
will be geting back my maths test tmr...

Sometimes i really wish that i will have one whole day
to rest and don't care about other things
worries free !
That's the way i want it ! :D
but is it even possible?
even the slightest hope?
or will there be totally no hope

Gd luck guys ! :D

I really treasure this friendship alot !
together we are still one clique, as friends ... =)

2009-04-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

School is kinda boring today...
the lessons i mean.
Luckily there's cliques

Today had been a emotional day
art was terrible ... expected much better for my stationery holder
paid attention and managed to understand maths =)

At least we recieved no test papers back...
no guarantee for tmr...
Well, i seriously have to start some serious work for my mid-years
all i had been doing so far is just some jumbled-up revision
everything seemed so hopeless

heres my target:

6As

-Science
-Geography
-History
-Art
-Home Ec
-lang arts

hoping for a B for the rest.
everyday after school got tones of homework
do finish no time study...hiazz
Gotta' revise for chinese and english composition tmr.
its a must !!!

2009-04-24T02:05:00.000-07:00

Heys !

Warm and tiring today.
These few days i was revealed to my grades
things doesn't look good...

Well, looks like i gotta' start working harder
wasted pretty much time these few days.

2009-04-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

Finally ! Service-learning is over !
It happened yesterday !
yes, its sport's carnival !

Glad that everything went well for Sports Carnival
only a little hiccups.
really very tiring but enjoyed myself.
Beside setting up,
particularly did NOTHING ytd.

been touring around school
and having fun till so tired.
took a short nap in hall :D

After Sports Carnival stay back to help pack-up.
Went Hougang mall for lunch after that.
After that homed with Hong Wei.
At home I ...
you guessed it, i slept like a pig ! :D

2009-04-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

Okays, Im starting out with my mid-years ...
and seriously,
i don't know where to start with -.- !

Got so many chapters to work on.
Gotta' do something for my maths
seems to don't understand everything
Im' dead meat !

Finally, IC and service-learning over this week
which means...
more time to spend on my mid-years

Oh ya !
having my practical test for home-econs tmr.
Hope I can do well,
having high hopes for it ! :D
away with IC and service-learning
now comes HE and chinese projects

Glad that they were less time consuming
Been very tired these days.

A few more weeks to go ! :D

2009-04-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

yesterday's a nice day !
Thumbs up :D

Edwin's birthday yesterday.
Went to his house and spent my whole day there
Had lots of fun !
Esp. block catching
Run up and down the blocks
Kinda stupid i know,
but fun (:

Spend the rest of the time telling horny stuff
played particularly the whole day
Totally forget everything about the geog. ST

Played till at night.
Went Hougang mall with Ying Xin and Fitz
Went home after that

This morning dam tired !
Wake up so early
go school for service-learning thingies
Glad that everything went well
Went CP give out flyers
thought its was so easy
but its not

After that lunched with Ying Xin,Jaslyn,Edwin,Justman and Fitz.
Went home after that
Somehow
had been sleeping like a pig these days
LOLs
Tomorrow gotta' start studying geography
AWAY with ST's !

2009-04-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL YEO ! :D

These few days are kindly better

Yesterday After school went for ASP
all because of accompanying ppl.
Then got 2.4km run
Endurance all the way !
with that,
i manage to endure the run (:
Was so tired after that
Slept like a pig at home.

Spending too much time with the clique.
At least i enjoyed their accompany.
Talk to them the whole day
eat with them
after school also accompany them.

Mid-years are coming
AWAY with slacking me!
Gotta' work harder ...
day by day.
17 april coming also ...

Somehow,i notice my studies are droping ALOT
have to do something about it
don't wanna' drop any further
so scared sia !

Feeling tired today.
gotta' rest first
finally, homework at midnight !
Tomorrow going for Edwin's B'day party ! =)

2009-04-05T00:42:00.000-07:00

Life's been better today.

Morning went for tuition
tuition is kinda easy-going for me today
was on pythagoras theorem

after that go home slack.
So many things to do today.
Somehow procastination seems to get the better of me
so,im starting everything at nite (:

School's starting tmr.
Most likely will be getting back my maths ST
no confidence in it -.-
At last 2 good news =)
both IC project and service-learning is ENDING soon !
OhMyGosh !
Unbelievable !

After they are gone comes the mid-year
so near, yet so far ...
Next week's schedule is soooo packed !
OhMyGosh !
Looks like i have to 'drop' somethings

NYAA's here ! Really wana complete it !
Hope that my reflection will get chosen
and i can present it on stage
will do my best !

Really wanna' thank those friends that have been cheering me up ! (:
No you guys no have endurance
Gota' do my best for IC project.

If i want to do it, i can do it !

2009-04-04T01:31:00.000-07:00

Well, it may be a little late
but still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CEDRIC AND CE XUN ! (:

Try to shop 4 ur presents and give them to you on Monday
That's my promise.
Been in a better mood today.
Maybe cos of enough sleep

Went to work on service-learning yesterday
and reached home at 8pm.
Slept lik a pig ! LOL !
Maybe its also because i know its the last day of the week.

Not really very busy this week-end.
Besides homework and some revision for class test
Im gonna' rest all i can (:
same goes to tmr !
Scared i become lazy again =p

Away with IC project !!!
Just can't wait for some things to end.
its worth the effort for it to end well
17 of april is coming nearer
which means my mid-year preparation is coming nearer ...
day by day .

gonna' have a very very busy week next week
yea yea ,
class test
service-learning
IC project
OhMyGosh !
yes,all you can think

Anyways, endurance all the way ! I wanna' do it , i can do it !!! =)

2009-04-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

Today's a ultimately tiring day for me.

Why does everyone have 'views' on the things i do?
Im putting in alot of effort in everything,
i belief much much more effort than anyone else.

i felt like a failure.
Everything i do is wrong.
worst of all, tons and tons of things are coming up.
OhMyGosh !
Feeling so tired of it all.

Really hope that i can go through all these.
the 5 weeks+ to mid-years.
1 week+ to date line for IC project.
2 weeks+ to sports carnival.

Did not know what i should do now.
Felt so helpless.
Don't think many people can understand my feeling now...
except a few...maybe
been in a seriously bad mood these days.
Worst of all, mid-years are coming and i got a bad sitting position in class.
Really gotta' do something about it.

Ican't take it anymore !
OhMyGosh!
felt so tired.
Maybe it's all because of lack of rest.
Think these week ends i should take a 'holiday' :D

Most likely getting maths ST paper back tmr
Oh My Gosh!

Something had to be done about all these !
If i want to do it, i can do it! =)
Endurance all the way! =)

2009-04-01T05:00:00.000-07:00

Another tiring day today.

Did the mock exam paper for lang arts
didn't seem to understand all of the conprehension
the paper continues tmr
will try harder! (:

Home econs today cook fruit kebabs
Find it quite ok...
but a little disgusting
Been in a serious and bad mood these few days
trying hard not to let it affect me
and it WILL NOT !

After school went for service-learning meetings
at least something was done
after working for so long :D
Gotta work for my IC project today.
something just had to be done

For some reasons all test seems to come at the same time
Mid-years and 2.4km run
OhMyGosh !
been very busy lately
guess i nid to replan my time-table
im not following it ! =p

Okay,i gotta' prioritise too...
and away with IC project !
Oh My Gosh !

2009-03-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

Life in school was not superb.

There are so many things i wanna do !
But there's not enough time!
Wish there is more than 24 hours a day (:

So many things to do
So many things to prepare
So many things are coming...
nearer and nearer, day by day
and all these need time !

Plan to find one free day
to do whatever i gotta' do.
Away with busy schedules ! =)

Had a chemistry test today.
Hope everything went well
Im so worried o.0
After school went edgeville primary
was teaching pri.6 kids maths there !
It was sure fun !

After that went back to school
Stayed there...
waiting for hong Wei while doing my homework
Managed to get it all done !
wanna faint when i look at my personal handbook
OhMyGosh !!!

Homed at 6.45pm.
Started planning study schedule for mid-years =D